I made it! I am 14 weeks tomorrow and I can't stop smiling about that! I constantly look down at my bump and I am amazed I got to this point. I am filled with joy and excitement.....along with some nerves still of course. So, tomorrow I celebrate the beginning of the second trimester. There is a part of me that thinks, "don't get too excited, you never know what could still happen." Then, I tell myself that this child only deserves for me to be ecstatic about his/her life.
I hate to be negative with all my positive talk, but I do have to tell you what is causing some uneasiness yet. Tomorrow I also start work again. So much about work reminds me about how my miscarriage played out last time. I'm nervous to tell everyone, I'm nervous to go to the bathroom that I started bleeding in, I'm nervous to be on my feet so much and the long days. So, please pray for me as I start a new year, and a new trimester.
Wooo Hooo for the second trimester:)!!!!!
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