It's a Girl!

Almost two weeks ago Scott and I had our twenty week ultrasound. I worried myself sick that day, we weren't scheduled until 3:00. This was such an amazing time. I enjoyed Scott being able to bond a bit with his child. Of course I felt like I got to know our little girl better too, but I have been able to feel the baby inside of me and I had many apt. that I got to hear her heartbeat. More importantly than finding out the gender was that there weren't any complications or anything to be concerned about. I still can't believe this is all REALLY, truly happening. With everything we went through I started to doubt that this could happen for us. I'm not saying I was right in doing that, however I do think it is natural for anyone who has experienced miscarriage and struggling with conceiving. I can't tell you the amount of times that I thank God for where we are at now. I cherish every movement I feel, I feel so blessed already.
I have been considering an end to this blog. I originally started to blog because I wanted to reach out to others who were struggling with losing their children early. I felt like I could offer some guidance from a Christians point of view. I feel like this blog is starting to go into a different direction. Although my miscarriages will always be a part of my life, I don't feel like this site is offering what I would like it to anymore. I thought this would be a good point to stop. There is hope for all of you that have had miscarriages and are still wanting to try to conceive. There are some many more worries that come along with being pregnant again because of our passed. Let God continue to guide you and be your strength. Give your heart to the Lord constantly. I have learned so much about myself and have grown so much closer to God in the last year and a half. I'm not sure of ending this blog. One reason I wouldn't is because it has been a way for me to journal, I blog for myself mostly. So, I will let you know what I plan to do. This won't be my last blog on this site. I may even start a new site.
Please continue to pray for me and our little girl. Also, my sister-in-law is in the hospital again on bed rest. She will be 24 wks. next Sunday, but we are praying she makes it much farther. We will continue to trust God and his plan for us.