A journal entry from a week after my second miscarriage.
3/01/2009
I have to admit I realized today at church that I truly felt as if God.....I don't know how to say it.....let go of me and my baby. He could have stepped in and allowed this child to thrive inside of me, but instead He decided to allow this to happen. I know I need to trust God and know He is all knowing and will use this for His will. So, I will draw close to God and read about trusting in Him. I need to look up and see what God is doing around me. I think up until now I have only been looking down at myself and seeing the sadness and pain. I now need to let that go and trust.
Isaiah 40:29-31
"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles;they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not grow faint.
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